The Taper Lurks Eerily Around The Corner
Taper starts soon. I’m ready. Two weeks ago the thought of taper sent me into a near panic attack. I know all the training is done, the hay is in the barn they say, but really? What if there are a few haystacks missing? How do I know if there is enough? I can’t quantify it and if I cannot quantify I cannot be sure. And bam! I get sick. I CAN NOT get sick, these are the last two weeks before taper. This is my opportunity to find just one more haystack to get in that barn. The week before I was sick I was having intermittent brief little chest pressure/pains whether at work or home. Enough to make me think. Enough to make me realize I am turning into my anxious patients. Okay, Cecily you need to settle down and breathe. You may be vegan and fit but anxiety is what is going to be your downfall. Intention set- lots of daily deep breathing and visualization. Tuesday evening, I cough a few times probably some leftover pool water postnasal drip choking me when I go to b...